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I hate how you leave your things in my room, expecting me to simply make room for you. I am so angry with the fact that you say things unintentionally and they hurt me so badly. I hate how I still let them hurt me. You have done nothing but hurt me for the past few months, and Im sick of it. I want to hurt you like youve hurt me. Theres nothing that doesnt ache inside me because of you. And I want you to know that. I want you to feel it. I wish that I didnt feel this. I want you out of my life. Yet yourve been a part of it for so long, its hard for me to say that. I dont want to know where you, how you are I dont want to know who you are. Because more and more Im figuring out that you are someone who I dont like. I loved you, I cant and wont deny that, but I dont like what youve become. What youve made me become. Ive changed since you knew me, yet you tried to put me back into the same mold that I used to fit into. I dont fit anymore. And you dont fit me anymore. And for some reason Im happy about that. And Im glad to move on. You told me not to date certain people, because they wouldnt be right for me. Youre wrong. You cant tell me what to do, and you cant pass judgment on what I do anymore. You didnt understand me then, and you understand me even less now. |